Ecclesiastes 11:10

"Iwaksi mo ang alalahanin at mga kabalisahan; ang kabataan at kasibulan ay pawang lumilipas."

Five Loaves, Two Fishes

I was again making myself cry tonight. Hahaha. It is my job seeking Day 5. And things had been quite well, by faith. :) Mahirap mag hanap ng trabaho bilang nars sa Pilipinas. Especially if novice ka pa lang and no experience at all. It takes a lot of effort, patience, and faith. Lahat siguro, or mostly, nang novice nurses came to point na sumuko na lang. Or some came into the very tempting point of desperation.

Another thing that makes things harder for nurses is the point where we have to pay for us to have "experience." Nakakalungkot talagang isipin. Nakakadisappoint. Reality truly hurts. This world seem to never understand the importance of nurses. Sa totoo lang, ang dami ko nang na-type na binura ko rin. Hahaha. 'Cause it sounds like I am already ranting and parang mang-aaway nalang ako ng tao. I don't want to sound too negative or dwell on the negativity of things. Ok, nurses are being treated nowadays like we're back in the Crimean Wars. But I don't want to just sit in a corner and sulk. Walang mangyayari kung iiyak lang din ako. Hindi ako ma-ha-hire, hindi ako magiging mabuting tao pag nakisabay ako sa negativity. And I really believe we can do something.